I just had the worst anxiety attack which left me shaken and torn. I feel like there is no tomorrow, no today and just, nothing. It’s all empty. I don’t know why, or how, but I just felt anxious, so much so, it made me feel sick physically.
This is a space for me to jot down my feelings, my little space on the internet and I felt it was only fair to write this down here instead of in my diary. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who to speak with or what to say. I still feel the lingering sense of impending unfortunate, waiting to happen.
I’m completely lost.
I don’t know if I’ll keep this post. Probably not. I’ll delete it sooner or later. But right now, in this moment, what I’m doing feels right.